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| Kris |
Posted: Jan 21 2009, 06:30 PM
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There had been one task she had been putting off since the founding of Dahlia de Mai and now it was complete. For the others it seemed to have come so easily, their choosing of a dwelling, it seemed that they all had one either in Berwick or Wolfville, but it had taken much longer for the ivory female to settle in. What had spurred her to finally give in, she wasn’t completely sure, but she guessed that it had something to do with the increasing need to be left alone. Both Hanna and Alexey had returned, and while seeing them both had lifted her spirits greatly, she hadn’t encountered the other wolves of Dahlia de Mai except in passing. And she hadn’t seen hide nor hair of Slay for the past two weeks. It seemed he truly had taken her request to heart. The church she had found was outside the borders of Berwick, almost to St.Pepin’s vineyards and hidden from of sight by the towering willow trees and church grape vines right off the dirt road. The building was quite old but all the stain glass windows were intact and they had been the only part of the building Cercelee had bothered to clean, lovingly removing the dust from the colored panels. In the back of the church, where the human priest must have resided, was a small bedroom and a tiny kitchen with a fireplace. Here the windows were not stain glass and Cercelee lay on the worn, sinking bed staring out at the falling snow, completely alone. |
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| Miyu |
Posted: Jan 21 2009, 07:23 PM
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| Kris |
Posted: Jan 21 2009, 08:17 PM
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The fog that grew on the outside of the window pane startled her, but when it cleared and she saw the face of Slay her heart leapt into her throat. On and off she had spent the last two weeks trying not to think of him or their fight and here he was staring into her newly acquired home. His had been the last face she had expected to see, though she had imagined just this happening more than once. Rising slowly off the bed, Cercelee kept her gaze on Slay, as if to keep him fixed in place. What if he ran now that he saw her? What if his discovery of her had been an accident? Surely it couldn’t be, he must have caught her scent outside. Perhaps though he was just here to spy on her? Or even if he had come specifically to look for her what if he changed his mind? Exiting the bed room and and moving through the kitchen, Cer placed her hand on the knob of the back door and the paused. The female had no idea what she would say to the male. Apologize? Certainly he deserved one. Ask him to leave? Their parting words still sting and she wasn’t sure if she was capable of dealing with this. Or could she just wait to see what he had to say? After all he had been the one to come here, after promising her that she wouldn’t see him again. Taking in a deep breath as if she were to plunge under water Cercelee turned the knob and found Slay still outside, only feet away from her now. Standing on two legs with the male before her was awkward, and she almost found herself apologizing for having shifted. He had only seen her shifted once before that she could remember, briefly during the pack meeting, but always been four legged for him. There hadn’t been time to change though; in the moments it took her bones to reform themselves Slay could have changed his mind. Now there was no helping it and the longer she stared silently at him the more awkward the moment became. "Slay, what are you doing here?" It was almost a whisper, as if speaking too loudly might drive him off again. |
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| Miyu |
Posted: Jan 22 2009, 10:41 AM
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| Kris |
Posted: Jan 22 2009, 09:28 PM
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Slay was so flustered, so unsure of his speech and this did not comfort Cer at all. Suddenly she realized that they both felt as if they were walking on thin ice, one wrong step and they might crash through and that would be the end. The white lady did not like the uneasiness between them, did not like the confused feelings floating in her own stomach and the unsureness in Slay’s words. Towering above him only made it all the more uncomfortable, she was no better than him and though it was just a physical difference that made her literally look down on him she yearned to be on the same level as him. Shifting now would be too awkward so she had to listen to what he said from higher up. Cercelee was hungry for his voice, the words he spoke, eager but scared to know why he had come, but all she wore on her face was a look of concern. Relief flooded over her when she heard the stuttered apology. His coming here had not been an accident and there was no ill intent behind it, even if she still deserved his scorn. Shame flooded her that he was the first to apologize, she after all had started the fight, he had merely ended it, and now he was ending the silence and space that had been wedge between them for the past two weeks. It seemed he was still trying to stammer out words, when Cercelee broke in gently. "Shhh... it’s okay Slay." Hesitantly and nervously she peered at him, her voice almost shaking, still so soft as if it tried to mimic the softness of the snow."Would you... like to come in?" Cercelee turned back into the warm kitchen before Slay could even respond, leaving the door open for him to enter. She had a home now and she wanted to welcome Slay into it, back into her life, if he refused her she didn’t want to face the rejection head on. The Rosea could handle being left by herself in the house, but she could not bare to hear “no” in any form it might take. Moving into a corner she quickly went into shifting back to her natural form, how Slay liked her. She owed him that much, she could change for him. |
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| Miyu |
Posted: Jan 23 2009, 04:29 PM
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The "C" on my keyboard is sticking so badly, and there are so many "C"s in this post because of Cer's name... xD |
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| Kris |
Posted: Jan 24 2009, 07:36 PM
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He was in, he had followed her and caught the last half of her transformation. Turning to face him, her heart beating quickly, she smiled hesitantly. "I wanted to." Cercelee bowed her head, unwilling to look at Slay directly for the next part, not because she didn’t mean it but because she was still ashamed of how she had acted. "I also want to apologize for how I acted... you didn’t deserve that." Cercelee had known that then, but she had been unable to stop herself. It wasn’t her place to care whether he had a stupid crush or not, or illegitimate puppies or anything of the sort. Cercelee would have to remind herself of that in the future, knowing well enough that they were just friends, even if it felt otherwise at times. Clearing her throat and making eye contact again, she still spoke softly, not wanting to run him off. "Will you stay here with me for a while?" He couldn’t leave again, not just yet. |
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| Miyu |
Posted: Jan 24 2009, 08:24 PM
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| Kris |
Posted: Jan 24 2009, 09:06 PM
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The pounding heart of the female nearly leapt out of her chest at his response. He would stay, he wasn’t angry with her any longer, she wasn’t angry with him any longer... yet their meeting still did not feel normal. They were still dancing around one another, pathetically trying to avoid stepping on the other’s toes. "Of course I don’t mind." Cercelee moved toward the open door, the snow still blowing in, and nudge it closed with her snout. The movement had brought her closer to Slay and she quickly moved back to her original position, averting her eyes for a moment, shy again at the lack of space between them. Cercelee unconsciously let her ears fall flat against her skull as the male begin to speak, his nervousness made her nervous. Maybe she didn’t want to hear the question, maybe it would upset her. Yet the question came anyway and Cercelee had no idea how to answer it. The question Slay provided her with was as good as admitting he had been jealous, which pleased her. He was referring to Ril’o though, that had been the name through about in their argument, and she knew it. Did she like Ril’o? He was a pleasant wolf, she counted him among her friends, but he hadn’t sparked that sort of interest in her, not really. "I don’t know." The words came out pleading, as if to ask him not to make her answer. Maybe if she allowed herself enough time around Ril’o she would develop those feelings, but part of her had always wondered so about Slay. Part of her knew it about Slay. Yet he was her friend, best friend in fact, and she couldn’t jeopardize losing that over some silly crush. Cercelee wasn’t ready to tell him that, admit it out loud, whether it would inflate his ego or scare him off. "What about you?" Maybe he would want to tell her either, she hadn’t been fair, she hadn’t told him. Without waiting for his reply more words blurted out of mouth, her eyes widening once she had finished and realized what she asked him. "Slay, what if you stay here with me... I don’t mean for a while, I mean always." |
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| Miyu |
Posted: Jan 25 2009, 06:07 PM
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| Kris |
Posted: Jan 26 2009, 01:14 PM
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I... Well... Cercelee, are you really asking me...? Cercelee licked her lips and averted her gaze. It was true that she hadn’t meant to say it, not like that, not at this time. Yet it was also true that she wanted it, had thought about it more than once, believed it would make her happy. Knew it would make her happy. He hadn’t said yes though. He doubted her, that she meant it, that she wanted it. Or maybe he just didn’t want to. Possibly he was stalling for time, trying to find an easy way out. If she said no, she wasn’t really asking, they he would be off the hook. He wouldn’t have to reject her, break her heart, she knew that even if he didn’t want her, he didn’t want to hurt her. The idea of just taking it all back crossed her mind, just to keep Slay from having to say no. "I..." The words were on the tip of her tongue. I don’t know why I said that, forgive me Slay. Yet she couldn’t bring herself to say them. Cercelee found that it was impossible to lie to him, to lie to herself. "Yes, I am really asking you." Her words were firm, clear, her voice strong. Exhaling a breath she didn’t know she had been holding she smiled hesitantly at Slay. "If you don’t want to, that’s okay. We’ll just forget I asked and go back to how things were before, before now and before the fight... if that’s what you want." Cer had no idea what Slay wanted, but she wanted him to be happy, even if that meant rejecting her and making a fool out of her. |
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| Miyu |
Posted: Jan 26 2009, 05:00 PM
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| Kris |
Posted: Jan 27 2009, 09:40 PM
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He broke from his frozen stance and quickly closed the distance that spanned between them. The male circling made her dizzy, in a happy way she couldn’t remember feeling before. How had they gotten to this? From casting aside their friendship in a fit of anger to staring in each other’s eyes, planning a life together? Her head swam and her heart pounded in her chest. When she felt the nip on her ear she felt as if she would melt. Everything was falling into place, all the silly senseless flirting they had done with each other since that first day. Cercelee was beginning to think perhaps none of it had been so senseless afterall. His eyes were locked into her and she broke into a grin, mirroring his own. Slowly she brought her nose closer to his until they were touching, flicking her tongue out quickly to graze his lips and nose before quickly withdrawing again. Dealing with males, especially in this fashion, was not something she had experience with and it was all she could do to keep from giggling happily and foolishly. "I’ll be yours, for as long as you want… but you know what you’re getting into right?" The both had their faults that the other would have to acknowledge and accept, and perhaps their would even be disagreements along the way but to Cer that was not currently a possibility, nothing could curb her joy. Teasingly she spoke, her eyes glittering at the two toned male. "I can deal with all that, though the pack might not like it so much if you keep me locked up all the time. However you know this means that it’s just me and you… no one else… we’ll have to curb the flirting…"Her voice was teasing, but part of it was honest. She could stand a little, if it was all in fun and games, but to ever feel she was second best in his mind, even if only for a second, that just would not do. "I need a lot of attention you know... and I have a lot of duties… you will have to share me sometimes…"The white lady drew closer, leaning her head against his broad shoulder, his fur thick and warm against her face. "You still want me forever?" |
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| Miyu |
Posted: Jan 28 2009, 12:46 PM
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| Kris |
Posted: Jan 30 2009, 12:08 PM
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The white lady couldn’t help but grinning at the male. Yes, he would curb the flirting and she would have to too. Ril’o and Sankor came to mind, he hadn’t even known of her day with Sankor but it did not matter now. Cercelee vowed to be his forever after this day, the other males and what silly feelings they might have caused in the Rosea were history. If he had days such as those, with other females, Cercelee did not need to know, they were over with, so long as there were no more in the future. The alabaster women did not doubt for a moment that both of them could put those behind them, this was too important not to. They had been working at this for a long time, since that first day they had met. It was time to enjoy the rewards of their work. Cercelee wasn’t going to let her jealousy stand in the way of that. It was bliss just leaning into him, letting him support her, keeping her standing up, both physically and emotionally. The warmth of his body felt delightful against her own and she felt as if she couldn’t get enough, if there was any way to lean in closer to the male she could have, but since they could not mesh into one being she was content to just stand against him, enveloped in his scent and feeling the rise and fall of his chest and he breathed. His voice came and the deep sound of it caused her to shake happily. The words even more so. Of course, they had already sealed the deal informally but his proposal sent her through the roof. There had been a time when she imagined she’d never hear the words. Pulling away from him, and immediately missing the closeness, she smiled into his eyes. The pale blue eyes matched up perfectly with her own dark navy eyes. "Yes. Of course. I wouldn’t have it any other way." Again she offered him a wolfish kiss, not caring if this was not the way to do these sort of things. Neither she or him had any real experience with it and for that she was grateful. First real loves were to be cherished more highly than any other, even if by some turn of fate they became separated at least he would remember her as such and she him. |
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| Miyu |
Posted: Jan 30 2009, 06:45 PM
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| Kris |
Posted: Feb 3 2009, 08:39 PM
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Cercelee shook with glee at the words, though had they been spoken before this moment they would have only elicited laughter from her. They had teased each other with similar words but now under this new context they took on a whole new meaning. "Surely you jest, my love. With all the girl fawning over you, you pick plain old me?" Though she did not want the words to be teasing. It thrilled her to think of herself in that way, that he thought of her in that way. Firefly’s beauty was far more obvious, bright and vibrant, Cwmfen was more mysterious, something Cercelee could never hope to achieve and Mew just acted as if she was above it all, she did not need such silly compliments. Cercelee relished in them. Slay’s request caused a grin on Cer’s face and her eyes moved lazily around the cozy stone kitchen they stood in. "Well, this is the kitchen... we could store food here if we wanted...." Cercelee took a few steps back, passing the door that led into the main church hall with the altar and pews. "That is our shrine..." More steps backwards until she was heading into the bedroom, leading Slay in slowly. Standing in the small bedroom, built only for the lonely priest from so long ago, Cercelee lowered her eyes. Did he truly want to share such a confined space with her? There was one small bed, worn and bending in the center, perfect for the two of them to curl up on together but only in their lupus form. A luperci would be too large for the bed, but neither of them shifted in private. Perhaps at a later date they would remove the bed and create something more to their liking. Perhaps even decorate the empty room. "And this is... where we sleep..." |
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| Miyu |
Posted: Feb 5 2009, 04:57 PM
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